My view of life and the most annoying things come across me

People, gradually grow up ,it will change minds, before i come to Taiwan. Im just only 18 years old, i think my life is longer again, cause im just 19, but when im came to Taiwan, perhaps one should alone, everything i must budget myself, so i must calculation my future now because in 2010 im 20 years old, im not little children again. Later i will working in social, i hope can find a great work can get good income, can to aging parents to go travel, and also can offset my violin class fees, until i finish my grades. These are my wish when im study in secondary school before, i will achieve this two things first before im 26 years old.

In the first six months im in Taiwan, im not really happy, my appearence is not good, and my stature also big, so some of my friends like take me for their joke. I think all the people like me are also got this feel, very afraid and feel sorry when they see tthe cloth ,food or anythings they like, because when we wanted to touch or look at that things, the people or seller will look at us with their eyes for look down on people . Last two days, our school opened school activities, the ballroom dance society students bring the leaflets on gate of school, they gave me a leaflets and they smile behind me, why they can do like that? SO POOR AND NAIVE..... And a best friend in secondary school wronged me take him back to his room, but im not the thought like he said......

Im very angry is because my sister always despise me, i feel sad. She always kidding me when i said i wanted to jogging or study anything, she hurt me too deep, thats because im her brother and im always buy something to her, but in turn secured i was paid the look down eyes, not from another people, is from my sister. How can i accept the call?

In this world got many different types of people, i recognition about my appearence is nnot the good one. One time, i remember my mother have said with me our appearance are born, can be good faces of course it is good, but you ugly, whole world have many people again ugly then you, they also can life in this social too.

The guys have good appearence, but they lack the hearts to respect for other people's, so they also has nothing to envy...

But every people hope can be respect for the family, i hope my sister dont look down me again . And my name also came from my parents, please dont be funny for my name"李嘉勤" imagine become"李家禽"，its different and not funny. But this is false of teachers, the teachers are NAIVE, when they called my name, they smile, im very angry, is it the people like that can become a teacher? The first teacher is when im in primary school, the second is in secondary school ,and the last one is in FENG CHIA, our form teacher.

IS THIS IS A TEST OF MY LIFE ???

But the important things is all the people can live in a same earth ,we also must experience the HEALTH, OLD, DISEASE, DEATH......

So we should treasure everyone around us, do not hurt either,

the world's only OK.......

May begin to change the attitude of yourself from today.......